Saturday, February 28, 2009

i'm beside u

i'm beside u

the days are long,
the nights are cold,
i wait for you here ,
always by your side,
never feeling sad,
never feeling alone,
knowing that you love me,
knowing that you are there for me,
knowing i never want to be with out you in my life,
the days go by,
so i know its one step closer to seeing you again,
closer to being in your arms,
closer to feeling your warmth,
so i live for today,
not looking back at the time thats pasted,
not looking at the days ahead,
just knowing that today is one less day i have to wait to be with y
ou again


Monday, February 23, 2009

生命的钟声

18/02/09
公公的生命钟声已经响起了
已经到达生命的终站
当时的我在学校上着课,
突然接到电话
就马上赶去公公家
看到公公躺在床上
眼泪就飘出了,
公公是因为在厕所跌倒
之后就抱他到床
当时他还有呼吸
但后来突然就停止呼吸
当时我完全不知道的在学校上着课
看着家人亲戚在旁哭泪
我都无法忍耐
公公是基督教
所以就于基督教的方式
在我们堂表兄弟一起抬棺材那一刻
我们的眼泪更是无法的控制
真的无法想像无法接收公公就这样“走”了
无法接受的突然
但在埋葬时所有人
都接受了事实
笑着迎送他回到天堂

“公公,我代表所有亲朋好友
向你说一句“谢谢你,我们都爱你”



I Miss You
by Eleanor
I know it hurt you
It hurt me too,
But now that you are gone,
All I know is I miss you.

You were there for so long,
I never thought you would leave.
I thought you had so many years,
waiting up your sleeve.

That day you left,
Was the saddest of my life
I remember going home, 
And crying all night.

I might be selfish,
But I wish you were still here.
Or if you stayed,
For at least one more year.

I know you loved me,
I still love you too,
So Im trying to be good,
Just for you.

I know Im not perfect,
I never will be.
But I hope your up there,
Proud of me.

You had to let go,
Even though you were holding on for so long
But theres not a day I dont think of you,
And how you were so strong.

You never complained,
Or said why me?
You just knew,
That thats the way it was meant to be.

So I just want to tell you,
Even though I still cry,
That I miss you so much,
And Im glad you said goodbye.