i'm beside u

i'm beside u

the days are long, the nights are cold, i wait for you here , always by your side, never feeling sad, never feeling alone, knowing that you love me, knowing that you are there for me, knowing i never want to be with out you in my life, the days go by, so i know its one step closer to seeing you again, closer to being in your arms, closer to feeling your warmth, so i live for today, not looking back at the time thats pasted, not looking at the days ahead, just knowing that today is one less day i have to wait to be with you again

生命的钟声

18/02/09

公公的生命钟声已经响起了

已经到达生命的终站

当时的我在学校上着课，

突然接到电话

就马上赶去公公家

看到公公躺在床上

眼泪就飘出了，

公公是因为在厕所跌倒

之后就抱他到床

当时他还有呼吸

但后来突然就停止呼吸

当时我完全不知道的在学校上着课

看着家人亲戚在旁哭泪

我都无法忍耐

公公是基督教

所以就于基督教的方式

在我们堂表兄弟一起抬棺材那一刻

我们的眼泪更是无法的控制

真的无法想像无法接收公公就这样“走”了

无法接受的突然

但在埋葬时所有人

都接受了事实

笑着迎送他回到天堂

“公公，我代表所有亲朋好友

向你说一句“谢谢你，我们都爱你”

”

I Miss You

by Eleanor

I know it hurt you It hurt me too, But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you. You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave. I thought you had so many years, waiting up your sleeve. That day you left, Was the saddest of my life I remember going home,  And crying all night. I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here. Or if you stayed, For at least one more year. I know you loved me, I still love you too, So Im trying to be good, Just for you. I know Im not perfect, I never will be. But I hope your up there, Proud of me. You had to let go, Even though you were holding on for so long But theres not a day I dont think of you, And how you were so strong. You never complained, Or said why me? You just knew, That thats the way it was meant to be. So I just want to tell you, Even though I still cry, That I miss you so much, And Im glad you said goodbye.